DT Fan Journal

So bush won

2004-11-04T06:10:18Z

My dear "alternative-lifestyle" friends, don't fall in love, it'll only lead to an Amendment.

LoL ^

Anyways..

http://home.comcast.net/~anjojojo/jet_song_anjo.mp3

If you wanna hear me sing...in a musical style...

and Bush won, schools good, choir so fun, ceramics hella cool, friends...are eh....losing touch..but oh whatever...bye Bye

grudgeieness

2004-10-23T18:05:11Z

Taken from my post at PPS...
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It was okay. yes yes i have to admit I was a bit jumpy at one or two spots but after seeing Ju-On for like..4 times, you kinda get used to the faces of the grudge and toshio so..yeah..haha.

So, IMO, go out and see it but if youve seen Ju-On a couple of times, I dont think you'd be that freaked out or scared or whaetevr But yeah it's still a fun movie to watch. Some parts were just funny though...haha

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The only part I really got jumpy fom was when Karen and Doug were in the Bus after coming from his job and then you see the Grudge's face on the window..i was like..OMG~! Cause it was something new.. haha.

I didn't like how they left out the whole parts with....cant remember her name but the shool girl and the dad. They left that whole part out. Also, I actually liked how it explained better the whole motif of the grudge, how the house just keeps re-enacting the whole murder scene with Kayako, Toshio and...Mr. Saeki?..I think..lol. Anyhoot.

[note] If you guys have seen Ju-On 2, the part near the end of the movie where someone (I think it was Mr. Saeki when he hung himself after killing Toshio and kayako) was hanging and their feet were banging on the wall reminded me of the first two that died in Ju-on two. The grudge had hung both of them too and theyre feet bang on the wall as well and it gets louder and louder..scurr..haha But the second one is basically jus like the first.

Other thing I thought were interesting..or stupid..haha. Okay I don't understand in the end how she was all bruised up and shit at the end and why the fuck did the people save the hosue!!! idiots!.. lol. yeah its a movie.. XD Umm..what else...the opening was a bit..eh with the guy killing himself. But I guess it did add to the suspense. I liked the touch they did with Kayako stalking him in every picture with him and his wife. That was freaky. hmm...Ah..lol I cant think of anything else but yeah I will update if I can remember...haha. Anyways thats my thoughts. =)

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Anyhoots...yesterday I watched it...We went to the somersville area to go...I dunno what we went to do..I dunno what I was doing on that bus...what was i doing at somersville!!! Ahhh...lol jk. It was a prety okay day though. Kinda got irritated at Denny's..too much stuff going on and I wanted to go home but no ride. Soo I was hella trippin for no reason cause when I got ome my dad didnt say anything...=O....lol the hex made me worry for nothing. Sorry guys for seeming like I wasnt having a good time.. i did..I was just worried thas all..

It's raining again.. i love it

anjojojo_dtfan @ 2004-10-20T16:23:00

2004-10-20T23:32:14Z

So it rained two days ago..and the wather was overcast for today..Ahh so great.. I love this weather. =)

Wrote a DBQ essay yesterday for history..pretty essay except I didnt finish cause time ran out..damn I I just needed that conclusion. Anyhoots..so it was raining ...yep.. lol

English woot no mr sutterer..but i like mr sutterer.. ;_;.. lol jk. But yeah we had a substitue named Dan....Mister Dan.. haha. okays...he was rpetty cool but at one point the class was kinda eh..not all of us, i think it was Charde's excessant chit chat and rambling...but hey Charde is special.. LoL. Nah just kidding again. She's just talkative. Anyways, first thing I told Tammi when he introduced himself.. He looked like one of the guys from Mythbusters with the bald head and the glasses... so funny.. XD...i dunno which one..maybe it was like a mix but still he really really looked like one of them..just a bit on the chubbier side. Soo english was fun then ceramics. My lump box is hella cool. It deserves an award....

Show choir!..Mrs Henderson changed the whole program for LMC for us..haha but i think it's much cleaner now so go Mrs. Hendy. *sings "I feel Pretty"*

oh so pretty..i feel pretty and witty and...bright!!!..lol

Anyways...so today was a bad start...64/100 on my unit 2 test for ap us histtory..then i realized i forgot my fuckin 100 pt spanish five essay..gawd!! now I have a B!!! ..>__< must do better.....

I like eggs.

[-bye-]

anjojojo_dtfan @ 2004-10-15T23:10:00

2004-10-16T06:17:30Z

I'm BACK!!!!

Well...I was never gone. so..haha MANN I havent updated this thing for like...3 months now..so long. Anyways, school school school that's basically it.

OMGish!!! I just watched The Professional with Jean Reno and Natalie Portman (as a kid) and GARY OLDMAN!! but dannngg Oldman's chracter was very sadistic and..mental?..aha But Reno was cool and the relationship he had with Portman could almost be statutory rape-like....But i liked it.. @_@. Aha ^_^; Reno is sexy...LOL The movie is sooo fuckin sad though...Almost cried. Poor Leon!

You know what, school is pretty cool right now. Celtic club is awesome. We might make cookies for Halloween! The Celtic new year!! hehe. Oh Oh OH!!! And Bemani club has started up again!!! Well..it got cancelled this week but NEXT WEEK!

Harry Potter character or not for hAlloween?..yes?/no?

Hi Tammi!!!

hi~

2004-09-14T06:00:24Z

I'm still alive!!! I've just been overwhelemd with school work and other issues. So I probably won't be updating much for a while anwyays...2 Ap classes and 1 honors!! O_o but i manage. ^_^; Sooo I'll update whenever I can again. bye bye!!!

Morning, MGL, home..sleep...

2004-08-14T17:39:59Z

I am tired.

So I woke up around 8 ish and ate breakfast. Showered up and went online. Chatted on Skype with Mat, Penny, james, and Roku for a bit. Then Penny left and we all get disconnected. wtf. aha. But mat calls me on Skype and then we call Roku and we chat for about an hour and a half. Singing, listening to ranom ytmnd stuff. (hey mat, Spank my booty okay?) And yeah. We all said our goodbyes around 2 o clock ish. Got ready to go to MGL and waited for Roku to pick me up. He came around 3:15 and we headed there.

It took about an hour to get there and The first person I see are Steven and Kevin playing MAX2. Then i see cole and we head to the other side of MGl and meet up with MSZ. The beginning was pretty boring but yeah. Anwyays played some ddr, para and Pump it up. That game sucks.. or i suck..cause I cant play it. but they had kpop and i wanted to try it. so boo. O_Oy

It was pretty boring for a while cause nothing was happening. But Richard and heather came weeh heather~ Aha and April and Ahmed too. I was just walkin by and then I saw Ahmed to my side and I was like.. woah i how come I didnt see you earlier. Aha. Anwyays, i walked with Heather outside lookin for Richard and yeah...

The Tourny. All i gotta say is, only 4 groups? gawd that sucked. 1st performance..just embarassing. 2nd one, it was funny and obviously impromptu jus so there were more entrees. Then it was wendell and kit hero. All I gotta say is WOW nice job. Very entertaining. Then it was MSZ. You guys did great for the lack of space. and You were incredibly in sync for the majority of it. yes yes the space was the issue but you went up there and repped for jason and that's all that matter, and you won second! That counts for soemthing dont it? yes..it does. =)

Anwyays, watched the first 3 people for the improv battle. MAT DONT TRIP ON IT!!! You did good up until that part. Like you said, you didnt have enough on your meter! Come on we all love you, and you represented like woh. I jus sat on my lazy ass so go you! Batousai..uh nice hand stand thing? And fluffy hat, nice goin with that...yea..then i left cause I got bored.

Went to the other side and see if anyone was at the para machine/pump/max2. No one I knew. Uuh..then I started lookin for ahmed and I was like...damn where the hell did you go. Couldnt find you anywhere.. ;__;. But I saw Reed and wow man you got really skinny. So I just played some Para and sat at a table with mat, kat, and queenie. (wow I remembered her name..aha) omg yeah i played belly bumpin with Peter!. LOL Man I got dropped twice..how embarassing. XD Then later on Me and Alex did one..and all I gotta say is damn you are really bony. ahaha.

oh yeah! Richard and Heather left around.. i dunno when but they left and he took pictures and richard I want those damn pictures okay? aha.

hummdee dumm....

Uuhh...I was playin at the para machine and Reed came and yeah I jus chilled there for a while. Gah walked around cause I had nothing better to do afterwards and i started gettin paranoid cause i dunno why. aha Kept losing track of people...Anyways

Ahmed showed up again later while me and mat were at the para machine. yay. and then everyone started leaving... X_x It was nice seeing everyone again. yep yep. Anyways, mat left around 10:20 ish and Ahmed playe da game of para. Kingdom of rock on big on emotion like woot? aha

So we went outside for a while and walked around he parking lot. and then Ahmed couldnt find his car. LoL. But then he found it and we sat in there for a hiwle jus chattin. This lady came up to the window and we were like..what the hell but then Ahmed left his pepsi on the top of his car. Aha. Anyways Ahmed took me back to antioch cause.. I dunno why but he did. aha. So we got back to antioch and went to Richard's house and we talked about..stuff I cant remember. couldnt think for a while last night..

hey Richard watch your closet. some crazy guy might be in tehre. =P Oh and you and your dad are really tight. It was coo listening to you talk to him on your phone. After, I thought I should go home but then we ended up talkin about scary stuff for a while. Like about the gleamy eyed murderer story. ( that was hella freaky story) And foolin around with the juon toshio kid stomach touch which impregnated the horror queen. ahaha. Caution when opening the door, caution. yes...

Then they took me home around 1 o clock. Wah...i was so drained. Took a shower when I got home then iw ent to bed. I couldn't sleep. I kept thinkin about stuff and that gleamy eyed murderer. And the closet door was opened.. @_@..but i fell asleep under the covers somehow. yeah...

I'm so pretty, Oh so pretty...

2004-08-13T06:03:56Z

Finally finished Walden. I loved the ending to it.

"We should be blessed if we lived in the present always, and took advantage of every accident that befell us, like the grass which confesses the influence of the slightest dew that falls on it; and did not spend our time in atoning for the neglect of past oppurtunities, which we call doing our duty."

"However mean your life is, meet it and live it; do not shun it and call it hard names. It is not so bad as you are. It looks poores twhen you are richest...Love your life, poor as it is."

Now all i need to do is finish up my reflectiosbna nd im finally through with it. The only parts I didn't lieka bout it were the last 4 chapters leading up to the conclusion. Those were just really boring...but the ant war was fun. lol.

In other news, gah I've been jus so bored out of my mind lately. I'm glad that I'm going to the MGL Tourny tomorrow. I'm gonna have fun!! And I'm Going to see ahmed!!!!! lol. Gawsh havent seen you in so long hon. aha. Oh my gosh! I was watching the Amanda show yesterday. and all I can say is, "I Like Eggs!" Puahahahaha. that girl is so hilarious. Go Girls bathrooM! LoL. hmm.. I think I had one too many petite brownies... *drinks water*

in other news....

XAnjoJojoX: w000t!! lol im a fanboy for ahmed now.. LOL
Beat t0 8347: IM #2 :DDDDD
XAnjoJojoX: lol
Beat t0 8347: IM NUMBER TWO IN THE FANCLUB
Beat t0 8347: WHEEE
XAnjoJojoX: LOL ahmed is teh leet
XAnjoJojoX: XD
Beat t0 8347: im number one in the big b fan club
Beat t0 8347: but number two in ahmed Xd
XAnjoJojoX: NOO lol im numbah 1
XAnjoJojoX: XD
Beat t0 8347: noooo
XAnjoJojoX: for big b..ahaha
XAnjoJojoX: MEE!!!
XAnjoJojoX: XD
XAnjoJojoX: nah jk
Beat t0 8347: no meee
Beat t0 8347: XD
XAnjoJojoX: fine im 1 and 1/2
XAnjoJojoX: woot woot
XAnjoJojoX: LoL
Beat t0 8347: XD

ahaha.. and ther eason being?

"I'M LINKED TO STARFIRE/TWINSTAR'S CHOREOGRAPHY~!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY MOTHER FRICKNIOSDAIODF7)@&$)!$)!*#_!&#()&!)&$*^!$!*$_*!_$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M THE HAPPIEST BOY ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, not getting my heads THAT high up in the clouds right now @_@...*deep breathe*

I've made it, have I? Somehow, so close, somewhere down the line...suggested a few of my vids...he's attributing my choreography & he'll be checking back to the folder for whatever else he hasn't d/led...so what's up people?!?!?!?! I may not be famous but hot damn my dances are going to be going around XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

(Taken from Ahmed's LJ)

YEAH!!! GO YOU!!! LoL They shouldve noticed your talent earlier. XD

Umm..today I watched Princess Diaries 2. All I gotta say is that it's SOOO Hilarious. ahahaha. OOH And I saw a preview for Johnny Depp and Kate Winslet's new movie, "Finding Neverland". That movie looks teh bomb and Mr. Depp is teh Sexy. ahahaha. But being serious now, It looks like a really good movie. I think it's based on something about imagination and believing in the impossible. Looks very interesting indeed. ....Must...watch.. Cant wait! aha.

new info jus now from roku: lara, tony, ed, and steven not going to MGL tomorrow?!?! mayun...well...i know you guys have your reasons..tony probably has work right?. and lara..well your in a toughy wit your parents..maybe u dont wanna get them mad or soemthing. *shrugs* And steven and ed....parents maybe? or u jus dont wanna go without tony and alra. who knows. but eh have fun here i guess. you guys find seomthing to do!!! Dont be bored!! >__<

I LIKE EGGS!

yeah..ahaha. Wooh..soo..to sum it all up.

MGL tomorrow. Tourny and people like w00t. =)
and then I need to watch "Finding Neverland" in the near future. yeah!

gah im so hyper... *shivers*

anjojojo_dtfan @ 2004-08-06T00:50:00

2004-08-06T08:08:36Z

I'm really tired..sleepy after this... nighty night.

1.) First grade teacher's name: I..can't remember....;__;
2.) Last word you said: ugh
3.) Last song you sang: Dancing Korean Carrot Song.. lol
4.) Last person you hugged: I Don't remember...
5.) Last thing you laughed at: DANCING CARROTS!!
6.) Last time you said "I don't f***** remember!": In my head just now...aha
7.last time you cried: last week
8.) What's in your CD player: Shinhwa album 6
9.) What color socks are you wearing: not wearing socks
10.) What's under your bed: junk
11.) What time did you wake up today: 9:30 ish
12.)Current taste: sweet
13.) Current hair: sides trimmed, long hair on top (sort of like a bowl cut)
14.) Current clothes: GAP Hawaii shirt, navy blue basketbal shorts.
15.) Current annoyance: Summer work. (Although reading Walden has been somewhat enlightening.)
16.) Current longing: Lose the weight. (im working on it)
17.) Current desktop picture: ahahha...It's a picture of buckbeat just before he beats on malfoy. =P
18.) Current worry: getting my AP work done.. @_@
19.) Current hate: drama
20.) Current favorite article of clothing: these blue basketball shorts.
21.) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Eyes, face, toned physique...ass..LoL
22.) Last CD that you listened to: Shinhwa 6th album
23.) Favorite place to be: Alone talkin to freinds online or surrounded with my close friends.
24.) Least favorite place: none really. I dont like getting bored..
25.) Time you wake up in the morning: School days: 6 AM, vacation: About 8-9am
26.) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: Piano (need to take lessons) guitar, sax, violin.
27.) Favorite color: white, green, red, blue, goldenrod (yellowish)
28.) Do you believe in an afterlife: yeah
29.) How tall are you: 5'5"
30.) Current favorite word/saying: Fucking beavers
31.) Favorite book: Anything Harry potter although PoA was my fave. Mystical novles are love. =)
32.) Favorite season: I like all of them but if I had to pick a fav, winter.
33.) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: no one. did anyone bother to keep in touch with me? no. Have i tried to keep in touch? not really. Which tells you I didnt make any close friends in my past.
34.) Favorite day: friday and weekends.

:::FUTURE:::
35.) Where do you want to go for college: Stanford
36.) What is your career going to be like: Computer Engineering
37.) How many kids do you want: not sure...
38.) What kind of car will you have: i want soemthing that runs and looks decent...aha. Type-r CIVIC.

:::HAVE YOU EVER..:::
39.) Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: yes
40.) Been to New York: no
41.) Been to Florida: no
42.) San Diego, California: yes
43.) China: no
44.) Canada: yes
45.) Danced naked: yeah ahaha
46.) Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no
47.) Wanted to be the opposite sex: no. I'm happy to be a guy, the way i was made.
48.) Had an imaginary friend: i dont remember...

:::RANDOM:::
49.) Do you have a crush on someone: yea
50.) Worst feeling in the world: heart breaks, depression, and loneliness [go sabi]
51.) What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: is my dad gone yet?
52.) How many rings before you answer: twice
53.) Future daughter's name: ill get back to you on this one...
54.) Future son's name: this too...
55.) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
56.) If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: work for a computer engineering company.
58.) College plans: 4-year to stanford.
59.) Piercings: none..i want one on my mole on my left ear. =)

:::THE EXTRA STUFF:::
60.) Do you do drugs: no
61.) Do you drink: at certain times, family aprties, grandpa usually tells me to have some.
62.) Who is your best friend: Richard, Ahmed, Wilbert
63.) What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: Dove
64.) What are you most scared of: dying alone
65.) What clothes do you sleep in: anything comfy.
66.) Who is the last person that called you: Brittany
67.) Do you want to get married: i dont know...
68.) If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: get thinner. otehr than that, no im a happy camper.
69.) Favorite number: 3
70.) Been In Love: i dont think so
71.) Are You Timely Or Always Late: both
72.) Do You Have A Job: no
73.) Do You Like Being Around People: yeah...been bored outta my mind lately.
74.) Best feeling in the world: i dont think ive ever had one. I guess it'd be liberation.
75.) Are you for world peace: yeah
76.) Are you a health freak: aha..nope.
77.) Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: somewhat
78.) Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no
79.) Are You Lonely Right Now: yeah...to be honest...
80.) Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: i dont know what to make of this..wahst with these marraige questions...
81.) Do You Want To Get Married: i dont know dammit.
82.) Do You Want Kids: eh...

:::IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...:::
83.) Cried: no
84.) Bought Something: yup
85.) Gotten Sick: a lil
86.) Sang: hell yea
87.) Said I Love You: yeah
88.) Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yea
89.) Met Someone New: yes
90.) Moved On: no
91.) Talked To Someone: yea
92.) Had A Serious Talk: yes
93.) Missed Someone: yea
94.) Hugged Someone: no...
95.) Kissed Someone: no
96.) Fought With Your Parents: no
97.) Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: does famous actors count?..aha if so, david thewlis and gary oldman.. XD.
98.) Had a lot of sleep: yep.

Chapter 2 completed

2004-08-04T22:39:41Z

I completed chapter 2 of Walden. It gets more interesting as it goes. Must read chapter three and four later. What I wrote in my Journal Entry for chapter 2:

Quote 1: "To affect the quality of the day, that is the highest arts."
I live by this quote everyday now. I realized after the death of my close friend a couple of weeks ago, we are always bogged down in a lot of...crap (used for lack of a better word) which we have total control over. I always co-opted myself to take part in these meaningless squabbles or "drama", as everyone likes to call it. It's all just worthless to me now to be involved in it all. Of course I am empathetic towards others' feelings and the situation they are in. If you come to me I will talk to you and give you advice. "I'm an open book." We are the ones who choose how we make our days.

Quote 2: "Why should we live with such hurry and waste of life?"
Everyone just needs to ease off. Life isn't as difficult as you make it. Ease off and take in life. Besides, you only have one to live. As for me, yeah I am holding back on my life, only because I don't have the means necessary to go all out. I strive to live my life to the fullest. At the moment, three friends of mine are in, what you would call, a "love triangle". I think it to be a bit foolish (no offense to you guys if you are reading this) because they are all still so young. It's such a worthless thing to be so caught up in. This is only a speedbump that will eventually be hurdled over. Encumbrances come and go and you will need to learn how to adapt to them.

Amusing

2004-08-04T01:50:14Z

Your Inner Fashion by urlastsummer
Name
Style	You have a kind of grungy, rock and roll style
Other	You have many high heels

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Grunge look?..no way! But the high heal part..oh yes..very true.. =P

Words of Wisdom by ME

2004-08-03T06:28:07Z

It is wise to overcome the encumbrances which bombard you. Rise; never falter or you will be slurped further into the whirlpool of depression and decay. Triumph over these hinderances and learn to digest them as you continue your excursion upon this path which we call life.

=)

2004-08-02T06:10:00Z

If only the economic principles of todays modern world were as primitive as they once were, we wouldn't be living such a stressful and tedious life.

In the process off: Reading Walden and Civil Disobedience

What intrigues me so far (after only reading 22 pages)
-the first part of the first chapter talks about the uneccecities
-then he goes on talkin about how a man should live a man's life and how he should push away inheritances, which can become a hinderance to his life
-and then he goes on talking about how great proverbs and philosophers did not live materialistic or complex life but chose a path of unwealthiness and solitude

And now I'm reading about his life before residing in the shack by Walden Pond for 2 years and 2 months.

exciting read..very interesting. Plenty of people told me it was so boring but I find it very intriguing..yes indeed.

WeeHH!!!

2004-07-31T16:45:19Z

R/S is love damit. and it really is. People need to realize that. =) And on other news, "Don't go breaking my heart". hehe and that's all I have to say about that. *winks*

I wanna make an R/S Ship vid but dammit I am media deprived and I certainly do NOT know how to elite edit videos. I want higher quality PoA!!!

And with the circumstances of the full moon tonight, I will be on my hands and knees howling like a madman. My dear Remus...come to me...my dear...come to me...AuOooOoHHH!!! <3

And yes you may call me obssesed but I am not insane. I am very sane thank you. =)

grr

2004-07-30T07:02:33Z

Just irritated cause there's drama on the DT boards. Well not really on it but elsewhere. Hope everything gets sorted out fine. And after reading Margoz, reasoning, I didn't realize that she had said it was written by her 11-yr old brother. And it does seem very skeptical because the diction was not of an 11 year old. I guess...I don't really know what to think. But whatever, it'll all get straightened up ASAP. I'm not even going to worry about it anymore.

There's going to be a full moon on saturday. "AOuUuuUuOOuUU!!!" =) Totally taking a picture of that. The moon was so bright tonight, and it hindered my sight of the stars. *blinding*

Marky's birthday this saturday and I'm gonna fuckin howl like a madman. Anyone care to join?

www.soundclick.com/m5z Me singing. I'm not that good.. I suck really. Some parts get scratchy but yeah. Best I could do right now. I NEED MORE PRACTICE!!! Show choir this year is going to be fun.

Thought on the future HP Books: I just hope Lupin doesn't die either. If he does, Harry will have no other connection to his parents other than Peter Petigrew (The traitor..bastard) And Dumbledore (Harry and him are not really chill with each other right now) So he has no one to talk to. Ron and Hermione can only say so much. I would like to see Remus grieve for Sirius. I want him to fuckin lose it. He;s always so calm and reserved. I want some emotion man! =P

Dear JKR,

Please do not kill off Lupin or I will be forced to stalk you and then take your head off with a meat cleaver.

Yours truly,
Andrew

(I really wouldn't though. Mrs. Rowling is a fucking genious. I love her.)

edit: just made this (still incomplete) It's going to be my new xanga layout. Totally an R/S Ship.

Click Me!

Credit to queenmab_223 for the image used on the left side.

I am so LAME

2004-07-27T16:34:54Z

Damn it's been so long since the last time I've updated this thing. What I've been up to..Absolutely nothing! Oh JoY!! HAH On the contrary, it's fitting that I do not have a life away from the house. Actually, I do but none of my comrades care to call me and ask me if I want to go somewhere. That and my dad. He has been a bit jumpy lately. He'll snap at me when I ask him for anything. I'm expecting one later. But no worries, I've become accustomed to it all; the bickering, the arguing, and the constant apologies. Just the other day he commenced his daily shoutings, directed toward me of course. All I did was wash my flip-flops in the bath. I tried to fight his voice but his would always overpower mine so I bursted and told him how he never comprehends a word we aspire to recite to him. And he speculates why his children become so affronted by him at times. Whatever.

Anyways, My cousins visited us here in Antioch. They slept over for the weekend. It was quite enjoyable actually. Raf is leaving to attend boot camp for the air force. Well he already departed yesterday. I'm going to miss that guy. But he is going to visit us in December for Christmas. Him and my brother Anthony. I haven't seen him in so long.

You know what's weird...I managed to acquire cold here in Antioch...Hot, steamy, desert Antioch...hehe But I'm all better now. *yAY*

Upcoming schedule: Eye doctor appointment tomorrow, Movies friday to go see "The Village"

I've grown a liking to the Remus/Sirius pairing. I think it's just a beautiful thing to see them together. I plan on making a Xanga layout starring them! YeaH!

This is me NOW:
I go with the flow all the time and just take life, now anyways, as it comes to me. I used to ask myself all the time "What if..?". Now I realize that it was all in vain. Live life to the fullest, as people say, and I live by it now. Too bad it this realization came to me in the midst of atragedy...the death of a close friend. Yes it is sorrowful I know but I must move on. Learn to let go of things; only then shall you find true happiness. I am religious but my religion does not define who I am. I am ME and I will always be me. Nothing is going to change that. "Be you." I got so caught up in shit this year and I don't want to deal with it ever again. Talk to me, I'll listen, comfort you, give you advice, but don't shit me. I'd say I'm pretty optimistic. I see a good in everything even when others don't. "We are living on borrowed time..." I know when my time is up, I have a place to go to, and a friend who is tehre for me with open arms. I am not afraid of death, I'd like to say, because that's when I know that God wants me back at home. I pretty much have a different mentality than most people but that doesn't mean I'm weird or anything. I just like to see things differently than most people heh..

::must make more icons::

Ooh sexy...

2004-07-24T02:14:54Z

This is so beautiful, hot, and sexy..I love it.

Slackened Ties
By: anniesj
PAIRING: Remus/Sirius
RATING: NC-17
SUMMARY: Schoolboys. Heat wave. Smut. That's about it. :)

Slackened Ties

hilarious

2004-07-19T16:39:06Z

Who is your ideal partner in the wizarding world? by Silvikins

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Partner

Percentage of getting together: 75%

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Hmm..how did that happen....LoL

Forever in our hearts.

2004-07-18T15:38:40Z

It has been a week and 3 days since the night of the accident. The week has been the longest I have ever experienced and certainly the most emotional. I shed many tears but they don't compare to the amount shed by Jenny, Peter, and Tito Jose. Most of the time, they were being held in or they wouldn't come out, but I would always feel this churning in my stomach and would yearn to just cry out or even yell. All was supressed as to not bring agony into the eyes of my comrades. I can't stand seeing any of them in pain. Jenny's pain is very understandable though. I just hope that her sorrow will sudside as soon as possible. I cherish all the moments had during this week. They will always be remembered. I still have this heaviness in my chest that just does not want to go away. Physically, I am drained, and emotionally, I am drained. A lot has been taken out on me these past days but uncomparable to others who have had it worse.

The visitation and funeral went nicely, although the atmosphere was very sullen, sad, painful, and dismaying. At the visitation, many people showed up. A lot of Jason's friends especially. That day must have been the worse for me; to see Jason's coffin, closed; unable to see his face for the last time. Maybe it was for the better not to see him that way. When I first arrived at the chapel, many poeple were already at tears. I looked at the memory boards, and I saw the picture of Jason and me at Winter Ball. And I looked at all the otehr pictures surrounding it. It was jus agonizing and I began to weep. It took me a couple of hours to finally say my prayers for Tita Pacita and Jay. My tears streamed down my face when I was kneeling in front of Jay. I closed my eyes and prayed and thanked him for everything, for knowing him and for always being there for me. When I opened my eyes, the kneeler was drenched in my tears in one spot. Afterward, I went into the room on the side where Emma, Leslie and Kelly were. I just sat down and moved to a dark corner. My tears were uncontrollable now. Emma started and so did Leslie and Kelly. I couldn't stop. I don't even remember how I stopped, but I did. The mass was enlightening and sorrowful. Father's words were kind. The eulogy afterwards was heartwrenching.

The funeral was the day after. When I got there, many people were gathered in the front of the church, Our Lady Queen of the World. I went inside the at the entrance and signed in as one of Jason's pallbearers and recieved my flower. When the services started, the pallbearers were lead to the front pews. The sermon and mass was again enlightening and thoughtful. Profound love was the message throughout the whole service. The most unforgettable moments was when Pierre sang "Ave Maria". When he broke down in tears, my stomach sort of did a somersault; and when the priest blessed Jay and Tita Pacita with holy water and incents.

The burial followed the mass. This is when I carried Jason's pall. to the burial site. It was the hardest thing to do; to be carrying the coffin of a deceased friend. Father gave his last sermon and then they proceeded with burial rites. There were white doves handed to Peter and Tito Jose. It was a symbol of love and them having to let go; to let Jason and Tita Pacita go with God. It was a beautiful thing but their cry's were painful to listen to. The doves flew in a group above us. Afterward, they lowered Tita Pacita's coffin first. The air seemed to get heavy as she went lower into the earth. Then Jason was after. This was THE most excrutiating moment throughout the whole week. Everyone seemed to finally let go of themselves and break out in tears. To hear the cries of Peter and Tito Jose. The way they just let it all out. the way they "Let go" of themselves. I will never forget the sounds of it, never.

After the lowering of the coffins, people threw in flowers and gifts. I met up with a few people I ahven't seen in a while. I didn't really talk. Just said a quick hello to them. It was nice to see Ahmed there.

There was a huge reception at Jason's house. Can't really say much but It was nice seeing people so gleeful even for the occasion. I was just disgusted by the actions of a few people. Not about the bee thing..but the bathroom thing with Janiko and his friends. I thought that was straight up disrespect. Other than that, we had good times. All of us, friends, and family.

To Jason and Tita Pacita. I just want to say I am very glad to have met such people. Tita you were always so heartwarming and charming. You welcomed me into your home without question. You were always the perfect hostess for us when we went there. I will always remember your smile and your laughter. Jason, I want you to know tht you are helping me now even though you have already passed away. You have rekindled my faith in the midst of all this. I have been truly touched by this experience and I do not regret any of it. It just sorrows me that we cannot share this experience together. Jason I will always remember you now and forever. Your huge grin and your contagious laughter; your loving attitude and your optimism; your willingness to learn from things and your outlook on many events. You and Tita are now in a better place and I'm thankful for that. May God keep you company and we will be reunited once again in due time. Rest in peace. -~Anjo

this is just too cute

2004-07-12T07:38:44Z

this was a part of a fic by </a></b></a>pocky_slash . I just thought this was the sweetest thing evar. Made me giggle. hehe. its SWEET!!. ^_^ It's the end of the beta fic mind you so dont read if you dont want it to be spoiled for you.
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"You want to know why I had to forgive you," Remus said steadily, his eyes still closed.

"Yes," Sirius said quickly. Remus' eyes flew open and in as long as it took Sirius to take a breath, Remus was suddenly all around him, on top of him, half resting on his lap as their lips met without wavering.

Sirius began to laugh. He threaded his hands through Remus' hair and used this new leverage to slowly pull the other boy away from his mouth so he could take a great gasping breath before laughing again.

Remus looked put-off.

"Well, you're the one who asked!" he said, his voice an octave higher than usual.

"No, stupid," Sirius said breathlessly, between giggles. "About three drinks ago I decided that I might be in love with you and that you're really quite fit and I like your eyes and the line of your throat and the real reason I hadn't dated was because you were all I needed. And not fifteen minutes later, you're molesting me."

Remus frowned. "I was not molesting you, I was kissing you properly. Molesting would imply I was doing something indecent with my hands. I'm not quite drunk enough to do that yet." His lips twitched, however, and he seemed to be on the verge of smiling as well. He broke out into a full grin when Sirius held the bottle up.

"How many drinks until you are, eh?" He smiled slyly at Remus, before using his free hand to pull him down for another proper kiss.

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Anyhoot...I'm a paulbearer for Jason's coffin and his family also wants me to do the second reading in his funeral. It is a great honor to be doing this. I just hope I don't crack while im up there. I still need to rent a suit for it...yea...

I realized these past days that I'm emotionally detached with everyone. I don't share my feelings much and hangin out with my firends have mad eme realize this. I'm glad I know now and Alex even asked me wht he could do to make me be more open..share my opinions and stuff. I dunno..I'm pretty introspective but I'm social as well...I like it that way but people dont get to know me well though. *sigh* one of these days it'll all get straightened out.

RIP satoshi

2004-07-09T06:16:51Z

R.I.P.
Jason "Satoshi" Cleopas 1988-2004
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4 Dead In Highway 4 Crash
Vehicles Collide Head-On Just West Of Middle River Bridge

POSTED: 9:11 a.m. PDT July 8, 2004
UPDATED: 9:47 a.m. PDT July 8, 2004

HOLT, Calif. -- Four people were killed and two others injured in a head-on crash in San Joaquin County late Wednesday.

The crash happened about 9 p.m. on Highway 4, about a mile west of the Middle River bridge.

A Buick sedan and a Toyota pickup truck were involved.

According to the California Highway Patrol, the Toyota ran off the road and the driver overcorrected and veered into oncoming traffic, hitting the Buick head-on.

An adult and two teens in the Buick were killed. The driver of the Toyota was also killed. Two other teens in the Buick suffered minor injuries and were taken to an area hospital.

"Some of the witnesses indicate that speed might be a factor in this accident ... also, while doing the inventory of the vehicles, we noticed the odor of an alcoholic beverage throughout the interior of the Toyota ... but until we get the toxicology reports back we're not going to know for sure," CHP Sgt. Tony O'Dell said.

Highway 4 was shut down for several hours after the crash.

The names of the victims have not been released, but authorities said two of the victims in the Buick were from Antioch and the third was from Stockton. The driver of the Toyota was from Oroville.

The injured teens are also from Stockton.

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Don't pray for me. Pray for him. he was one of the closest friends I had. One that I could go to whenever I needed someone to talk to. And now he's gone. I feel horrible. I didn't get to say goodbye or anything. And what more, his father is hysterical, his brother, emotionally unstable, and only god knows how his other family members are taking it. 4 in a family cut down to 2. how harsh is that...I need to go...for a while...RIP Satoshi...

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2004-07-08T23:04:40Z

ive always wondered wat would happen if a friend who was there wen i needed sumone to talk to..a friend who actually cared for me died...would i cry? how long would i be sad? wat would happen after? would i ever be the same? now...i kno.

new xanga layout

2004-07-08T07:33:56Z

Well for all you Lupin/Thewlis fans, I have made yet another xanga layout based on Lupin..umm...it's kidna the same as before..just a better layout. Go check it out if your interested! http://www.xanga.com/anjojojo

edit: i forgot to give credit to where it belongs..anyways, for tha xanga, the quote "feel no shame for what you are as you are now in your blood. fall in light." I did not make that up, I got it off of a Lupin banner I saw. I dunno who the creator was but credit goes to her/him and the author of the quote if it wasnt the creator of the banner. ..if you understood that.. O.o haha.

Wow these past days have been so tiring..working in the backyard and in the house. and sleeping late but that's my fault. =P I just read the funniest thing in </a></b></a>pocky_slash LJ. hahahaha i can't seem to get over it. it's so hilarious.. XD umm..yeah...Magical muggle herbs..that's just the best. hahaha. Remus is gay too?..i can accept that! ^_^ Well he's handsome anyways so I wouldn't mind. =P

Wow..I want a paid LJ account..free accounts suck ass man! seriously you cant do anything to them! fucktard free accounts...where's a job when I need one huh?!?! I should get off my lazy ass and go find myself one. hehe... [rant]REGAL SUCKS WHY DIDNT YOU HIRE ME YOUR FUCKERS!...sorry[/rant] :) I'm not evil I swear...

hehe..magical muggle herbs..hehe.... ahhaha

Random meme

2004-07-03T18:55:57Z

Moony

Harry Potter - Which Marauder Are You?
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It wasn't hard to get moony at all. hehe ^__^

Full Moon tonight...which means..

2004-07-01T06:45:39Z

...Professor Lupin must be really having a hard time... =P

"You know the man you truly are! This heart is where you truly live! This heart! This flesh is only flesh!"

Fun Fun!!

2004-07-01T01:12:46Z

Seduced By A Hogwarts Proffessor (Preferably For The Girls, no Harry Potters please) by dezthewicked
Name:
Which Male Proffessor:	Proffessor Sirius Black
Where:	In His Classroom
What Pick-up Line Does He Use??	"There's something in your eyes...something...magical..."
How Does He Do It?	Fine dine with wine, then a cozy lounge infront of the fire before breaking out desert--chocolate sauce and whipped cream, everything that does good on the body ; P.
What Was it Like?	"Oh, well let's just say we slept together...but neither of us got any sleep."

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HAHAHAHAHA This is hilarious! I'm gonna get sexified by "Professor" Sirius Black. ^_^ FuNnY! He's a professor now!! yay!!! LoL Yeah it says for girls but I couldn't resist. XD